wow... another year has just passed since i rmb what happened last year. one year ago i was also sitting at this computer, talking to....yeah. planning to meet up in mbs tmr.. jus a moment, one year had passed since i last saw him... suddenly, i jus feel very sad.. and scared.. to see the fourth florr classroom.. but i know this time i hav to return there and let go of everything. one year and it stil clinged onto me. sumtimes its jus difficult to let go and forget totally... is this wad is meant by true love? i dont know.. im jus confused.. what to do next?

HAHAHAHAHAHA... i've been bia-ing for my test this week.. haha. not bad ba? first time leh? lol. opps.. i think i like tt say very bu yao lian.. ok.. fine.. nvm.. tmr physics and emaths test.. on light and kinemaics.. wa sian... both are like physics la.. nvm.. today so sway... hand phone kena confiscated sia.. by miss ng lorr.. walao.. and its not even my bloody fault la.. is my friend use in class then got confiscated... now hav to use dunno wad old nokia phone.. which is like- what the hell... seriously i wanna cry.. i miss my hp lorr.. i cant get around wif my own hp.. somemr confiscate for 2wks aft holidays leh.. then my bday how????!!!!!!! MY BDAY NO V3 TO USE... tho hav old phone but i dun like it.. i not comfy wif this fone.. haix... i wan my phone back!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm.. i go plead for my fone back.. or i wanna die liao..

>>>>>missing my fone... aww....

i love you.. samara

*groan* oh man.. im like so sick at this moment.. flu, sore throat, fever and i feel so weak.. haix. and worse, nobody's there for me.. wth.. forget it.. nvm.. i wanna die....... oh.. its horrible.. sigh
i don think im going to sch on monday.. thanks alot from u... haha.. THANKS!!

im very tired.. very tired. pls dont come trouble me wif relationship problems k? and i seriously dont want another pri sch friend or whatever crap coming to tell me about crush on me.. cos i will immediately jump down from my house.. this is dumb.. arrrgh.. nvm.. hmm. y am i so emotional these few days? i kept crying at night thinking of stuff and i dunno wad to do now. whom do i want exactly? tell me what i should do now?leave this place? leave all my troubles and memories here forever and nv coming back to take it back? im lost.. come and guide me outta this darkness.. its eating up my soul and energy and i know someday i'll lose control. my er jie also so depressed.. me also.. haix.. lets go out nxt tues ba.. then tell me whom i should follow?

i love you rw? i dont know what now. forget it..

haha.. yay.. i cant wait for teachers day to come.. can go bac to mbs.. haha.. and reach to 4th floor and reminices our past.. hmm

im sorry i let u down, now i wont anyore..

hmm. looking out the window, all i see is darkness. sigh.. whenever night comes, i'll feel so damn depressed. and i hate it. haiz.. wa.. seriously, i cant stand without a stead. im gonna rot soon. so lonely. and hollow insede me.. haix.. sigh...............nvm. if there's fate then we'll be together. yup. god.. save me.. two weeks before my next guitar lessson. wth.. im dying alrdy. oh man. haix.. haix.. haix.. relieve me from lonliness?????

hmm.. what can i say? it jus feels good to be single.. serious!! haha.. such freedom to express ur love for some1 else and no restrictions.. woohoo.. but there r times really lonely and wanting a shoulder to lean on and tell them how u feel. hmm. now no one listens to me.. umm.. nvm.. no we so engaged into the tk thingy.. lol. sotong so cute.. haha.. dun insult k.. lol. i dunno how to say or reply. nvm.. if its time, fate will come, but if its not time yet, no use forcing right?

ps.. hum hum.. stop telling me shuai ge cos im allegic.. and i know.. n sucks k? @#$% i know...